拿到新手机了，Nokia 3600S，老妈买的，Hebe她妈带来的。其实自己有两手机，一个是澳洲签的（索爱），一个是出国前带来的。后者跟了我快6年了，一直很喜欢，因为自己只忠爱Nokia,只相信它的质量，但两块电池终于不行了。本想在澳洲再买一个Nokia,无奈哪都只卖一块电池，郁闷。于是还是国内买吧，而且价钱应该相对便宜一点，最关键是可以买到两块电池。老姐本想推荐很多款式和其他牌子，但偶只认Nokia,最后她选中这款，虽然没问我是否喜欢，但凭着姐俩的心心相通，她的选择肯定是正确的。呵呵，真开心！如果每天都能收到新东东，该多好啊！

 

 

 

 

今天，我很高兴，因为我居然开车from Hornsby to Campsie.路途中，我犯了很多严重错误。第一，并线不打灯，而且是在on the road with 70KM limit per hour；第二，敢闯红灯，黄灯在前，我前面的车冲过去了，我也没踩刹车。将近1小时的车程，我很兴奋，但一休的嗓子喊哑了。Sorry for him.我说我在限速70KM路上一点不紧张，他说我是“傻大胆”。

Friday morning, Emily asked me whether I have been busy lately because I seldom bother her on MSN that I used to do while I was very free in working. Yes, I have or sort of. There is nothing stop coming when I sit at my table every morning, something urgent, something annoying, something stupid..... most of time I have been occupied to fix issues caused by those bloody reckless action made by some colleagues. Sorry, I don’t intentionally complain someone, but nasty thing could make you lose your patience and get on drugs. I would say, the bigger company, the more issues could come up, and we have to spend a lot of extra energy to cope them. I said thousands of F word loudly Friday, so did my colleagues in the same team as we have been put on tremendous pressure on the hearts recently. Excuse me, I reckon I should stop this meaningless whinging about work. But you know, the fact is that you could be easy to feel fatigue or worn out by those impenetrable problems, then no mood to do something else you really want to do after work. It sucks.

So my reading Twilight is going on so slowly, which isn’t like my style in front of an amazing book. Not like Tell Me Something that was read previously, I couldn’t have any resistance to close it once open it. Before going to sleep, it was with me; opening the eyes on the weekend, it was first touch. Guess what? I almost missed getting off the train when that book reading was nearly ended up only a few pages left as I was on the train, but it would sound ridiculous if I didn’t get out of the train just for those a few pages although I really couldn’t put it down. Then I tried to stay at Hornsby train station to finish it but it was freezingJ. BTW, I have a habit to read book on the train to kill the time, so many of books were finished on the train. However, I can’t completely do it with Twilight nowadays because I always feel drowsy no matter when it is on the way to office in the morning or go back home at night. I can’t absolutely attribute it to tiring jobs, but partially winter sleepiness. Or my blunt and slack thinking might come along with cold weather.

Nevertheless, at night I have been obsessed in a new series of DVDs刀锋1937 acted by Sun Hong Lei again. I would say Chinese DVDs can basically help me out of that kind of drowsiness. Believe it or not, watching Chinese DVD in the couch covered with blanket is utterly a sort of no-thinking thing. Frankly, the theme of story doesn’t attract me so much, but I would like to go with those scenarios up and down, guessing what will happen and who will turn up subsequently……I am curious why I can enjoy this kind of strain in DVDs without drowsiness coming but tired of tension in work. LOL!!!

 

As if there are no more than 3 subjects in my daily life----Shopping, Books, DVDs, or babbling about my work. It is so boring, isn’t it? How about you?

To me, it is the first time to attend a wedding in a church, so I have expected it with numberless curiosity and excitement after I got I will be a guest in a church wedding.

 

Hunters Hill Congregational Church is not as quite big as my expectation, but it looks so nice and fully religious both outside and inside. I am caught at once by those windows with Jesus’ picture as I step in, then grand ambience immediately embraces me. Rows of benches are laid spotless and trimly, and there is a Holy Bible at the end of each bench. In the forefront of church, you can see a big pipe organ to wait organist to play. The whole physical environment is so quiet magnific, but I would say spiritual environment will be more unforgettable. See below.

 

About 3:00PM, the wedding starts accompanied with the bridal chorus and bride walks in linked with her dad’s arm. You can see happiness on bride’s face and she knows she is going to meet her husband-to-be and open a new page in her life. Priest Peter processes statement of marriage as girl and boy both stand in front of him. Surprisingly enough, then Peter’s wife Regina sings a song You Loved Me while Peter is playing the piano. Wow! Unbelievable, what a shocker! The priest can play piano and his wife has so beautiful sound! “You loved me when you spun the stars into motion…….” Afterwards, it is scripture reading made by some guests, which can convey God’s voice. Then Lord ’s Prayer comes, under priest’s leading, all of people pray together,” Our father who art in heaven, hallowed by your name, your kingdom come…….” The procedure of wedding is going on step by step, Minister’s Talk, Marriage Commitment, Parental Blessing, Candle Ceremony, Wedding Vows, Exchanging of Rings…….In these courses, I am very amazed candle ceremony and  particularly moved by wedding vows. Candle Ceremony is divided two moves. First step is done by mums who are on behalf of both side families to ignite the candles, which symbolize two families thrivingly exist. Then new couple jointly ignite a new candle, that means a new family commences. No doubt that Wedding Vow is the most vital and divine part of the weeding. I believe all of guests get touched when we listen to a pair of wife-and-husband-to-be commit they will be kind and love each other, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better or for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and to cherish; from this day forward until death do their part……As a witness, I constrain my tear not shed, and strongly feel Love Vow is so meaningful for a new couple. At that time, I feel as if I can see God. The new couple are married in the sight of God. It is not just an agreement, but a covenant designed by God in which he wants to be partner in their relationship. God is the one who will enable you to learn to live as great lovers, people who will know the joy and security of a lasting relationship. 

OMG! I will be potentially a Christen one day.

  

It is really an unforgettable church, an unforgettable vow, an unforgettable wedding.

 

By the chance of shopping night, I went to K-Mart to purchase TWILIGHT series, had thought to buy total 4 books including the other 3---Eclipse, New Moon and Breaking Dawn when I was amazed by better price in K-Mart than Angus and Robertson, but a bit doubt about not the ability to afford total cost once but also the interest on the books, because I just head bunches of how fascinating the books are, never personally read it. To get out of the struggle whether buy all or only one, I walked to a female shop assistant to ask how many stocks left to see how popular they are and how much of opportunity to get the rest a few days later if I just buy the first book today. Guess what? After she got I am very interested in vampire love story, she was so cordial to start to recommend me some other vampire love story books that are released before Twilight series. The foremost series are HOUSE OF NIGHT----Marked, Betrayed and Chosen, then subsequent ones VAMPIRE ACADEMY----Frostbite, Shadow Kiss and Blood Promise(BWT, the forth book will be released soon). She told me that her sisters and friends extremely love them and all of them read all three series. You know what? She actively wrote down all books’ name. Wow! amazing! sounds like such wonderful books. It would be huge regret if I didn’t buy them. Already, I bought Twilight as my start on the road of reading vampire love stories.

 

Okay, if you want to join our group to be vampire love story fans, I suggest you to buy books at K-Mart where has relatively cheaper price than other book shops, more importantly, you can find other series that I mentioned above.  

I have been frozen for a while or longer, not my body hit by winter weather, but also brain, limbs.....except stomach.:-) Since I forgot to take off the keys from the door lock last time, my rusty thinking hasn't been back on track, keeping in slow response, bad memory, and recoiled imagination even I don't know how long this kind of languorous life will go on. Less-concentrated ability terribly prevents me from doing a thing with all my hearts for 10 minutes, no matter how interesting it is. Gossip news on internet can’t catch my eyes over 5 minutes, Chinese DVDs can’t keep me in front of TV more than half an hour, favourite books can’t attract me any more……when I focus on something for a few minutes, a sudden whim to do something else could drag me to somewhere, I turn to easily feel revulsion at most of stuff and instinctively refuse many activities. I have to admit previously internal serenity has gone instead of fickleness. What’s worse, I lightly fall fatigue especially in the couch, maybe you can’t believe I could be drowsy at 9:00PM when I watch funny TV show as if the grogram is kind of irresistible hypnosis way however I went to bed after 11:00PM before. That’s the fact that I have been frigging busy at work while government and corporations are trying to spend money as much as possible by financial year, their demand of LCD (I am in charge of planning) is far beyond our forecasting, then it is really headache to get our quantity allocation from headquarter while suppliers announce in short supply they may of have a trick to increase price then. One side, we have to meet customers’ requirement, on the other side, we have to struggle with those supply issues. But I don’t reckon it could affect my life, because I always insist that work is work, personal life is personal life. In most case, I am proud of I can clearly make separation of on-the-job and off-work, so there is no link between my work and recent scatterbrained symptom.

To fresh myself, I have pinned hope on something I used to crave for, e.g. SHOPPING. Last weekend I went to shopping to buy a string of beautiful stuff, a new pair of boots, denim skirt, decent skirt and some summer tops. You know what? During 7-8 hour shopping, I didn’t feel any tired. On the contrary, I was ecstatic hanging around in the crowded shops and pedestrians, never converted attention to something else but with discretionary pleasure. Fingers crossed! Subsequently, READING. I am thinking to buy a set of TWILIGHT with 4 books which could cost $100 in total with discount:-( Perhaps the most popular love story nowadays could help me heal the aprosexia. Moreover, GOING OUT. I plan to be outing to appreciate maples in Blue Mountain, where has brilliant scene that might bring me light-hearted and completely relaxed then my concentration would be better. If all I try could become true and change the situation a little, I will fervently thank god for all the blessing.

Long silence in my blog, hope this sort of icy time will elapse soon.