"There is nothing either good or bad," Hamlet said, "but thinking makes it so."

 

BTW, some of my friends think I become more and more like a philosopher. J What do you reckon?

 

I have to say I am a superwoman. Why? I didn't sleep last night because I had serious insomnia. Luckily I didn’t feel drowsy the next day due to a busy day. Wooow! I am like a robot with perpetual battery. The only I concern is my face skin would be dry and more wrinkle would come out shortly.:-((((

I hate sleepless. It was very hard time to lie down in the bed with the eyes open and constantly turn over from side to side. The more anxious you want to fall sleep, the more sober you become. It really sucks.

四天的Easter Holiday马上结束了，想想这几天，过得还真快。去了Royal Natioanl Park,吃了火锅、上海菜，打了羽毛球和篮球，看了一个朋友的新房，好充实！越来越向往天上掉馅饼的日子。

My gal pal told me a story about her girlfriend, but I think it is typical Chinese in Australia who came to here for study and got PR (permanent residency) then completely lost where they settle down.

Her high-school mate who used to work in ANZ bank in Beijing she did a master degree in Melbourne several years ago, then left Australia but holding a PR visa, she got a job working at ANZ bank in Beijing.....2 years ago she got an internal transfer opportunity to Sydney branch, good for her, as she wanted to stay here for 2 yrs to get the citizenship. But she only stayed in Sydney for 2 months and went back to Beijing again, as her hubby didn't want to come to Australia at that time......now they plan to settle down in Australia, her hubby came to Sydney 2 days ago and she will come in 2 months. How are their lives in Sydney? Whether they will move back China again? Who knows?

Something goes back to the origine point, after turned around. Funny! So life needs you to compromise, determine, experience…. The earlier you make clear, the less you waste your time, but truth is truth, rule is rule, you are you.

I had battled with Thailand colleagues, our warehouse for several days for missing hard drives. Our warehouse sent out 5 pieces by DHL but put 3 ones on invoice, then Thailand insisted they only received 3 units instead of 5 units. I had to look into a round of warehouse including all of paper record history, but there was not apparent evidence that they did pack 5 units into a box. On the contrary, the wrong number on the commercial invoice couldn't support them. It was worse off that they didn't weigh the product but estimated the weight. So......The supervisor of warehouse looked disgruntled and undeserved as I told the whole story and forwarded the feedback from Thailand, as if Thailand colleague was a rat doubting his subordinator. Actually, my words used were very cautious in order to avoid any implication of suspicion on him and his team. It was OK that I didn't trigger any quarrel during the discussion. You know, it needs communication skill to work out some kind of embarrass-easily-generating issue with whoever is internal or external out of company. To be honest, I had a little doubt about our warehouse but I would be on the side of Australia. Afterwards, the warehouse manager came over to further verify that their staff 100 percentage output 5 pieces and advised me to double check with Thailand side. Actually I had already done with confirmation of 3 units. LOL! Through this case, I have to say that every manager would like to protect his/her department kids. It is understood though. Last morning, Thailand’s posted email with apology informing me they found out the missing 2 units. Then our warehouse manager popped on swiftly and told me how correct he was. Drama!!!!!! ahhah! Thailand, gotcha!  

周末两天看完了赵宝刚的《奋斗》，看见北京熟悉的街道和出租车，勾起了对北京无限的思念......

Long time no watch TV, only immersed in Chinese DVD, just happened to watch new feminist soap opera Cashmere Mafia on channel 9 last night. Had heard about it and kind of knew it is regarding to official women. Cashmere’s quarter includes a hotel chief, and investment bank, a marketing executive and magazine publisher. Their characters are different but all expose that official women are independent and nominated. It is too early to comment each role and accurately make a summary their unique personalities after 40 minutes attention. But I can sense appoint that they, successful women, put on sleek attire, right handbag or shoes with fun, the real glamour in life is achievement. I will try to keep watching the show then and hope to have chemistry as friends. :-)

I have to say I really have had a wave after wave unlucky things to confront these two years. Every single matter is the first time I have to face and must deal with. No one could instruct me how to figure out, or I can’t ask someone else for help because others couldn’t think from your side. There are some things miserable taking a while to slough off in your mind, there are some things you have to pay off, there are some things you can breeze, there are some things you are not panic but worried, there are some things you don't understand but I do.

On the life road, it is hard to smoothly walk through, you would get another big bang after you just handle a trouble. I want to be a rural woman who only knows that small world around her where is far away the real world.

 

What I can do is to clear up my mind, not muss up my disordered heart more. Believe that more experience you have, more mature you are.

 

In contemplation…..strengthen up!

这一周终于看完了《闯关东》，喜欢。每个人物都很有特色，每个人的命运都是不一样的，但每个人都活出自己的路了。朱开山，神仙；朱老娘，明白；鲜儿，曲折；秀儿，可怜；那文，神道；传文，糊涂；传杰，机灵.....另外尤其喜欢传武，爷们。

 

闯关东，不容易，想想，其实闯澳洲也不容易啊！

 

I didn't go to work Wednesday but took a sick leave although no disease I really got. I just felt very tired and my body has been flat out recently by some disgusting people and things. In that morning, I temporarily made a decision to visit Penny’s home sending her the books I recommended her.

 

I was dropped to her home around by Phil, and Penny picked me up. We had a good chat up before lunch, afterwards, she treated me a yum lunch with fry lamb kidney and preserved egg and mince pork conjee. Of course I got full of until couldn’t stand up. Then we watched Warlords just for my idol Xujinglei.:-) To be honest, I did not like Xujinglei’s acting in that movie, she was too cool and modern to be in ancient costume. Whatever, I would like to enjoy as long as there is something related to idol.

 

The day went off so quickly, I would be goddamnit if I took another day off.

 

一直在长胖，可没有理由，突然想到也许是内分泌失调。记得燕子高中时因为肥胖去看病，大夫就说她内分泌失调，看来偶也开始得这毛病了。你想啊，每天12：00AM睡觉，6：30起床，周末打球、走路，没少锻炼，而且最近忙几件大事，焦头烂额，累得今天都吐了（声明决不是有喜），这种状态，我居然还能体重不断增加，不是内分泌失调还是什么？怎么治呢？

 

This arvo, Ning and I had a walk along the eastern beach where is deemed the most beautiful walk lane in Sydney. We set out from Bronte, ended in Cooge beach, and then returned the start, which took us 3 hours. On the way, we talked about the gossip on ourselves and Ning said how she went throught Spring Festival in Beijing, meanwhile we didn't forget to stop for a while looking at big wave hit the bank. Three hours walking was not a kind of boring thing, very fun! It is very worth to have a beachside walk there. I swear you wouldn't regret.